Internship life

It seems like yesterday when we were holding hands, talking about our future on the couch. Blink* And now I'm working as a trainee in Ernst and Young. Well, I know I haven't been blogging about myself, my life for quite some time. I have got too much to tell right now.

Life was hectic for me before 2011 ended, with all examinations and stuffs like Taiwan trip in the middle of school days, assignments and preparation for presentation. Taiwan trip was great as a birthday gift though. I enjoyed hell lot of it and ate a lot of nice food there. Taiwan girls are beautiful, they do know how to present themselves with nice outfit, natural make-up. I wish I could be like them, dressing up nicely to any places, but I'm just too lazy to do so. ha. This is me.

Then comes 2012.

One week of holiday was not really enough before starting internship life, the working life, the VERY hectic one. If someone, anyone close ask me about being an auditor, "Don't be an auditor" is what I would tell in the first place. The nature of auditor is you would never stops working, thinking how to tie the balances, being a computer geek working with dead device for whole day, whole week, and even your entire life.

I figure that this routine life does not suit me although it is true that it's challenging, it gives you a lot of opportunities to go outstation. But this is not I really want to do for 20 years, 30 years until my retirement. Plus, the responsibilities grow when you hold higher post. No no no, not for a typical sagittarius like me. Or perhaps I will still stick my head into this if I could not figure out what I wanna do next.

My seniors always told me so, you either pick a rich man and get married, or work in this field overseas with better employee benefits. Well, my first option is always the former. Ha XD Well, I'm not that kind of person though, I don't like spending money depending on someone. I like freedom. A typical Sagi.

It was my decision to move out and stay with coursemates for this semester. And eventually, I like staying with a bunch of friends to go have fun together, play guitar together, swim together eat and laugh together. Then I felt the very first earthquake in my entire life with them. haha. Peace. Hope everything will be fine in the whole world.

Melbourne. August.

I have booked my ticket to Sydney in August. But, I wanna explore more places other than Sydney since my love is graduating soon. Both fear and happiness comes together. No matter what price I should pay for the trip, I wanna go have a look at Melbourne, as well as Tasmania, skiing? bird watching, dolphin watching anything.. I need a long vacation though. After my internship.

And I would like to say happy birthday to my beloved granny going through her 69th birthday. She is still lovely and cute like before even though her hair turns white and looks more skinny than ever. I love her. Forever and ever.

x.o.x.o

雨天的心情

照片始终懒得po上来这里。是啊，我就是这么一只懒虫。
下雨天，又是冷冷的天气，我喜欢，这样一个人的感觉。
听着不停播放着的歌曲，我偷偷告诉紧绷的心情：“嘿，你可以离开了，这里音乐会帮你待班。”

风扇还是那样散漫的煽动着。被雨淋湿的雨伞撑开踏在地板上。
我？和电脑屏幕面对面的。脑袋里全都是歌曲里的合音，吉他，贝斯，钢琴声…
还有，你睡着打呼的模样。

我知道未来是得走过今天，明天，后天才到达的地方。
所以，今天，明天，后天，未来每一天，我很珍惜。
因为不知道未来会是什么 一个样子的。

今天的我不会因为你不带我去蓝山而感到伤心。
明天的我会放纵自己把东西卸在一旁，狂欢到黑夜。
往前看，我学会的。
因为我长大了。

十月到了尾声。
你会回来，我的生日，还有台湾旅行…
还有很多未完成的来结束这个学期。

还是想说，毕了业，留下来吧！
外国的月亮，没有比较圆啊。
虽然我也一样在追随，西方文化的生活。
我的外国男朋友。

Photographs and Memories

Back to back, my feet stepped on the land called Malaysia once again.
我回到了我的国家，马来西亚。

I was lucky to get another window seat, to fly in the sky and see the changes of the weather, the shape of the clouds, the beautifully shimmered sunlight,  and to feel my way back home. *Tears drop* My eyes went wet. I hate waving hand and saying goodbyes.
讨厌离别。说好再见不远，可是再见却是几百天以后的事情。挥手道别，眼泪却在别过头的时候不听话的掉下来。

"Do not run through this lane" was written on the wing of the plane. Gotcha

Okay. Forget about the sadness and sorrow, let's see the good memories I had there both in Brisbane and Sydney. How to sum up everything? It is too much to share!!! Whadduppp???? (Sounds like Barney now...=.=)

Here are the pressies I received before I left... So touched!! Love you guys always, always and always...

Love this!! CHC Perfume given by Priscilla my colleague aka BFF in Sydney!!!  I love the smell, and I love the Spanish songs she gave to me!

And this!!! Like it like it like it!! A bear look like my BF with "mata sepet"(narrow eyes) given by my lovely housematesXD

What more? The second anniversary's present from my boyfriend. It's a purse, again after two years of time using the same white purse from him. Opps, and a rose. But no picture for that. XD My boyfriend is still bad in giving surprised though. He just can't keep secret!   

Now I am really a  perfume addict. I used to walk by Myer and David Jones after work, purposely to try on some new perfumes. There are some brands I really like such as D&G's "Rose the one", Gucci's "Flora" which I like the most, and also Chloe. But they are really quite expensive though. I would buy them, in the future XD 

This is the first time writing in English for my blog. New try :)The staying in other country was really hard for me at the first time, but eventually, I like the place, enjoyed very much, and didn't feel like coming back. Too bad, I had to. 

So, I would like to voice out my appreciation. :) Special thanks to my sister, Chelsea, who came to the station to get me, and cooked for me although we didn't travel to many places. Thanks for spending valuable time for me and please, come back to Malaysia more often!! 

And thanks, Ken, who made me laugh non-stop browsing our camwhore pictures.

My housemates, Eric and Philippa for feeding me fat fat and white white all the times, drinking American Honey at home together with cheese cake and photoshooting! XD  

My colleagues, Pris, Niral, Ibti, Sara and more for making my days at Voi unforgettable... Miss playing pool with you guys, eating pizza at Pizza e Birra, and pubs time.. haha.. 

Joyce, thanks for the hotpot steamboat time :) stay sweet!

Ryan, for spending time with me and sis. :) Enjoy exchange!!

Most of all, my boyfriend. Too much to say.. Don't be too dependent on me anymore! :)))) love love you

Oh ya, there is my pic behind the scene! :)

Photoshoot for CLAN, with the jacket.

Now it't time for turning into a new leaf. That's why I cut my hair short, very short. Fresher look, younger.

I will post more photos next time. It takes time to select photos!!

All in all, I miss those times in Australia very much!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It was legend... wait for it... DARY!!!!!!

幸福的事。

人家说，澳洲的冬天来得不冷，而9月份天气就马上变温。或者我是一个真的真的很怕冻的人，还是他们根本不是正常的人…

出门去打工我得穿上至少一件丝袜再套上一件黑色紧身裤。衣服每一次我都得穿打底长袖衬衫，一件黑色上衣，然后再套上一个黑色小外套，在而外加上一件比较厚的冷衣。

老板刚刚换了一个新dress code， 员工都得穿黑色衣裤上班，所以每个员工都狂买黑色服装。比较可怜的是我这个快回国的人，国内黑衬衫多的是，黑裤子多的是，可是全都在马来西亚… -.-|||

现在的我叻，已经习惯每一天走上差不多6km的路，每天站上6到8个小时。而每天一起床做的是准备两份早餐。
习惯睡醒一转身就碰到熟悉的脸蛋，然后再拍拍他肩膀说：“贝，醒鸟！”然后再转身赖床个几分钟。

在意大利店面打工，说起话来的手势现在也像意大利人，而且对意大利雪糕现在更是爱不释手。哈哈。真的很好吃呢。

打工回来通常都很累，所以通常我都比男朋友早睡。有天男朋友从身后搂着我的时候， 我迷迷糊糊记得自己说，don't touch me! 呵呵，用英文的说。隔天他还笑我说，我还说了很多好像，it's cold, don't touch me，还有stop it这几句。很搞笑，每次熟睡都会闹笑话。

我们的二周年纪念日在普通的一个星期二，两个人逛街看电影，过了一个不普通的一天。能够握着他的手是一件幸福的事情。朋友问过我说，我会不会有一年是没飞来澳洲找他。我当时是犹豫了一下，因为假期里留在国内可以干的事情很多。我很理智的想了想，觉得自己还是会每一年同样一个假期去探望他。为什么？很简单的，一年看不到碰不到一个你爱的人，我实在办不到。

很开心堂姐和男朋友也渡过了七年周年纪念。她说，七年的日子不算什么，特别的是她和男朋友还是像七年前那么爱着对方。呵， 我不止欣赏堂姐的文笔，我也欣赏他们那么温馨那么牢固的爱情。

今天在一间卖旅品的商店里看到一些很可爱的小靴子。澳洲出了名的靴子特产名叫UGG，品质很不错的，是真皮。他们还制了超小版的靴子，很可爱的说。所以我想可能会去以前会买几个。

我还在懊恼到底要买些什么给家人…错过了老爸的50岁生日，也错过了小弟和mdm的生日，所以想买点比较好的东西当礼物送他们。呵呵。那时拨电回家祝贺，小弟只跟我要一本故事书。哈哈。笑死我了。他们所谓的故事书是像老夫子那样，都以图片代字的故事。

我开始想念他们。没关系，我们很快会见面。=）
有句很经典的话语想在这里share一下。

Goodbyes are not Forever;
Goodbyes are not the end;
They simply mean,
I will miss you,
until we meet again...

xoxo :)

生活小站

一直一直都懒得把照片po上来。在离开地球表面到空中乘搭着Jetstar的时候，我拍了着一张自己还蛮喜欢的照片。窗外就是这样蓝蓝的一片，白云白皙得不懂怎么形容。白云中间还因为太阳的照射形成一个圈，七彩的那种。我就坐在窗边呆着看云朵看傻了眼。白白的云，真的很像卡通片里面可以当枕头躺着的云朵，软绵绵的，冰冰的。

现在我住的地方不再是城市，而是一个叫Burwood的suburb。这是地铁站，我在去打工的时候拍的。还偷偷拍了另外一张。很外国feel吧。

打工的地方是city，靠近那里有一个mall名叫Westfield的很漂亮所以也随意拍了。所以效果不怎么好，还闪到镜头的那种。看到吧？有GAP在那里。还有令人疯狂的Zara。

 在Westfield对面是一整排的建筑物。其中有一栋非常复古的建筑，The Strand。我第一次走进这座建筑的时候眼睛睁得好大好大。里面的装潢全是古铜色，灯打得很亮，每一间店面都是木板盖的。下面这照片时电梯。也是木制的。我就是想不通怎么会有这栋这么靠近却不曾踏进这么复古的一栋楼。原来每一栋楼都有连接的出入口。而在这栋建筑入口那里早就放好了一个招牌，built 1891。这栋建筑早在1891年就建好了。超喜欢的说。

最近几乎没有自拍，和男朋友的照片也没拍到几张。因为打工时间太长，几乎每一天都得打工。来了澳洲一个月，三个礼拜都是打工天。男朋友说，对一个新人而言，我非常幸运能够做那么多小时。也许老板真的很看好我呢。呵呵。

今天很开心的是，我拿到在这里赚到的第一份工资。我渐渐爱上这个有点冷漠的城市。其他的不说，这里的街头表演可是一级棒的哟！=）